Checking In

Howdy!

I haven’t given up on this site or the podcasts, things have just been tough lately. Tough scheduling recordings, tough maintaining work/life balance, tough mental health days. But I still want to make things and talk with people, and I’m hoping in the very soon I’ll be able to share some of that with you all.

In the meantime, please check out the podcasts and art here! There’s some really interesting and funny stuff!

2022 : A Digital Oddity

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It’s been a while (Staind) since a new episode or anything has been posted on this here website, and that’s entirely my fault. 2021 got away from me pretty quick. Hardly feels like a year has past. To me, it feels more like DLC that was added on to 2020 that just took a while 100%.

I spent a lot of time in 2021 trying to figure out my mental health and what were things that made me happy. When things were completely shut down and I wasn’t really talking with anyone, I had started thinking ‘I’m only doing these things because it’s what people expect me to do. I don’t know if I even like any of this stuff anymore,’ which is a real mind-fuck to give yourself when you’re stuck by yourself for a year and some change. I realized I had to let go of some people and things that were super toxic to my mental health, find some new people that were more supportive, and pay some debts that I had been honestly avoiding for far too long and which the ever-present nagging stress of was really starting to get to me. But, after cutting out things and reorganizing myself I find I’m finally in a place where I could pay such things and it wouldn’t leave me homeless or otherwise destitute, so that is a positive.

Another positive: since 2020 I’ve been playing a bi-weekly D&D campaign with some of my oldest friends, and during that time I would draw our characters and the scenarios we were dealing with, and it really reinvigorated my love of drawing and creating. Creative people have a tendency to compare themselves to others, and I am no exception. I used to just sit and look at Instagram for hours, scrolling through some amazing artists and their work and just continually say to myself ‘I’ll never be THAT good’. Which is just another means of defeating myself before I even get started. For the holidays, I drew some cards and such for my younger cousins and extended family and was met with this overwhelming positivity that I frankly didn’t expect. Between that and the D&D doodles, I realized I was just getting in my own way. With that in mind, I have chipping away at prepping comics to post to the site, so expect to see a few updates on those fronts in the near future.

On the podcasting front, it’s kind of funny. When we were in lockdown, I was getting very comfortable talking to people through Zoom or Discord or whatever, and thought it would be super easy to get a hold of a wide variety of people since we’re all stuck in similar circumstances. And it did, for a while. When lockdown lifted, I thought ‘Great! Now I’ll be able to talk to people in person’. But it seems to me as soon as things opened up, everyone’s schedules (myself included) blew up and we were all constantly busy. It was hard getting people to carve an hour or so out of their day to sit down for a chat. I honestly had an easier time being able to guest on other people’s podcasts than I did getting people to sit down for mine. That was a little frustrating, but of the podcasting I did get to do this past year, every time I sat down to talk with someone else I had fun. Good chats with good people who I’ve learned from, and it’s made me reconsider my approach to scheduling guests on my shows. All in all, I hope to be releasing a lot more podcasts this year than last, and introduce ya’ll to some very interesting and funny people.

So what I learned with all this introspection and whatever is that I DO get a lot of joy out of comedy, out of writing, out of drawing and from podcasting. These are the ways I most readily give back to the universe a little bit of joy, light and entertainment, and I really look forward to doing a lot more of that in the coming year.

Thanks for sticking around and listening to the podcasts, looking through the comics and trying out the writing exercises. More is on the way.

Stay Safe and Healthy,

Ryan

2021, Baby!

We survived 2020!

Welcome to 2021, the year of the submarine civilization known as SeaLab. Hopefully the year will be a lot less insane than that show was, and we’re doing our part here to keep things interesting and running smoothly. Since March of last year, we’ve been trying to come up with a routine/schedule for releasing podcasts, webcomics, and other stuff to keep the creative juices sated and not gonna lie, it’s been tough. However, over the past month or two, things are starting to really fall into place, and we’re generating an actual backlog of material instead of just hand-to-mouth (or mouth-to-ear?) jettisoning content as soon as we produce it. So, with all that in mind, here’s how 2021 is going to run starting February 3rd, 2021 :

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Thank you for sticking with us in these tumultuous times. We really appreciate everyone who checks out the podcasts, or messages about the webcomics, or leaves a comment or like on our Facebook pages. We’re working hard and having fun making some really nifty things, and we can’t wait to start sharing them.

Thanks for listening, thanks for reading, and keep on writing everyone!

Creating Content in Quarantine

Well, shit.

2020 is only 3 months in, and already it’s the biggest clusterfuck since President Trump assumed office. Countless networks and independent reporters have commented on the negligence and incompetence this administration has engaged in, and I find it terribly exhausting every time I turn on the TV or a podcast to hear some new quote of how ignorant and short-sighted Trump and his cronies are. Leaders are supposed to be people who can handle crises, and these folks can’t read their own teleprompters properly, let alone organize anything that would work longer than a week. Don’t even get me started on all the hijinks with immigrant families these jokers have pulled.

So, anyway, this site and the content here is going to do it’s best not to dwell on any of that. Webcomics are being added, new podcasts are being recorded, and I’m going to do everything I can to make some levity and weirdness on the interwebs that people can get lost in, rather than make them dwell in the quarantine blues.

Cheers, and thanks for checking out the site.

-Ryan